CHAPTER 4

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as yasmeen and i were walking towards the car . i was happy to seeeee saja's car bumped into another car . i stopped chan atani7 3alaiha .

me : *laughing * allah ma yir'9a

yasmeen : ista'farallah , irti7tay al7een

me : eee kinda

chan faj2a saja itlif 3alaina wa itgool .

saja : 5air fee shay

me : eee

saja : shtabeen ?

me : wayhich ga3id i'9ayignee

yasmeen : aya il fashla .. saja sam7eena mo 8a9dha il bint feeha shay ilyoom . 

saja : ni6raw ? intaw ishdarakum ib isme

me : 7abeeeebte nadreee i7na intay shimsaweya ib hamad .

saja : ay hamad

me : latsaween nafsich '3abeeeya

saja : eee 3arafta .... hatha il imteeeeen ... waaaaaai3 sh5bareee

me : na3am ? itweeee3ich inshallah! agool  i7tarmaaaaaay nafsich lal7eeen wallah amsa7 karmtich bl ar'9

yasmeen imsikatnee gabil ma ana kint baroo7 a6ig saja

saja : agool intay miskay refejtich hathe lal7een wallah awareeha shay maya3jebha

me : ana 3indeeee ism fahma wa latkalmeen refejteee chithee yal 5ara !

gabil ma saja tikalimat , yasmeen imsikatne wa wadatne il sayara .

me : laish ma 5alaytene 3alaiha

yasmeen : noura manabee mashakil ..... intay min9ijich itnzaleen mostawach lay mostawaha

me : la2 bss shal ashkal ista'3farllah

i shifted my eyes towards the window and i found saja shouting at the hindi that bumped her car . i opened the window .

me : rajuuuuuu latsma3 kalam hathe ...... ihya maynooona .... a7sanlik itroo7 baitkum .

saja : chuuuuuub o malich sh'3il

raju : mama laysawee mishkila ikbeera 5alas ana al7een roo7 wa asali7 sayartik

me : * i stuck my tongue out * 7arra ana al7een baroo7 il bait wa intay ra7 it5eeseen bl 7ar.

yasmeen quickly closed the window , before i said something else .

me : uffffff il 9ara7a ana al7een ishwaya irti7t

yasmeen : shlon matirta7ain .... shiftay ishsawaitay bl bint

me : eeee hatha wala shay ana agdar asaweee akthar ba3ad

yasmeen : il mohim inshallah ma in9adifha mara thanya 3ashan mat9eer mishkila akbar ba3ad .

me : eeee inshallah .

after several min , we finally reached the diving center , yasmeen and i got out of the car then we entered the place .

yasmeen + me : hello

receptionist : hiii

yasmeen : excuse me , we want to register

receptionest : ok , but dont u want to check the place out

yasmeen : ok

the receptionist showed us the uniforms for diving , instructions , sea etc ........

yasmeen : the place is amazing

me : * whispering * ay amazing iy5ari3 + i hate swimming

yasmeen : * whispering * chub maly shi'3il ur coming with me

me : ufff ok

receptionest : im sure both of u will enjoy the place here

me : ee 5air inshallaj *low voice *

chan yasmeen i6ig my arm ib koo3ha

me : a7777

yasmeen : latfashleena noro

me : inzain

receptionest : and both of u are really lucky , because today is the last day of registering here + today there will be a small meeting with all the new members here .

yasmeen : oh wanasa ... sima3tay ishgalat noura

me : haaa eee

yasmeen and i paid the reception then we sat down in the meeting room . it was kinda crowded . we sat down waiting for a about 15 min .

me : uffffff malait

yasmeen : waaaaaaay ni6reeee

me : ista'3farllah la3at chabdeee wa yi3t

yasmeen : ka ni6ray al7een awadeech nakil barra

me : ok

i sat down staring at the people around me as usual , all of a sudden , i felt someone kicking my chair.

me : * whispering * yasmeen waaaiii3 a7ad ga3id i6ig my chair

yasmeen lafat warra chan itgool

yasmeen : kaifech ta7meeelay ana mara7 agool shay

me : haw awal marra ma itdaf3een 3alay

yasmeen : * whispers * the boy kicking ur chair  is really hot , naaaaaar

me : 9ig ?

ana lafait warra chan ashoof the boy , he is really hot as yasmeen said . 

me : offfff 9a7 kalamich
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wa ana ga3da chan asma3 convo bain the 2 guys

guy 1 : yir7am omik bss lat7arik reelik

guy 2 : inta ish3alaik ,,,,

guy1 : shinu ish3alay ,,,, inta ga3id ityanin il ibnaya

guy 2 : il ibnya ma galat shay

guy 1 : wallah fashaltna

guy 2 : ka wagaft , irti7t

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ana lafait warra again chan ashoof the 2 boys staring , ambaaaaaih fashla , i quickly tunred my gaze to the front .

me : yasmeen le mita ib nan6ir

yasmeen : madree inzain

me : 5ala9 ba6la3

yasmeen held my arm

yasmeen : ni6ray ka il marra yat .

me : finally .

i sat down and i started listening to her .

receptionest  : hello everyone , sorry for being late , but the manager bumped her car a few mins ago and now shes on her way , thanks for being patient . 

ana ba6alt 7aljy chan a6al3 yasmeen .

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CHAPTER 3

''noura'' '' noura ''i heard someone call my name out . i quickly turned around to face yasmeen .

me : ha

yasmeen : shfeech sara7tay

me : la2 i was remembering old times

yasmeen : waaaaay 3ad dont remind me of them , la2na jad i looked so fat and ugly .

me : looool thitakirain '9ari .

yasmeen : wai3 ista'3farllah , 3ad lathakreene fee . la2na jad kila iyaninee

me : wallah lo '9ari ihnee wa ohwa sam3ich chan warach shay ma shiftee

yasmeen : 3ad it9adgeen , i really miss camp .

me : offfff me too  .

yasmeen : bss 9ig camping helped us lose alot of weight

me : eee it did , but still i didnt take camping seriously and i still feel fat .

yasmeen bagigat i3yoonha and 7aljha tiba6al .

yasmeen : fat ib3ainech yal 7ola  , ambaaaih u dont even have a karsha now

me : ya right

yasmeen slapped my tummy hard .

me : a7777

yasmeen : gabil kan yi6la3 9oot akthar lama a6ig ur tummy but now no la2na u became thin 



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so let me describe us now .

as u can see now both of us are 19 . yasmeen has lost so much weight . if u compare her to the past u wont even notice her . everyone says that yasmeen became prettier and boys call her ' sexy ' and the same goes for me . people say that im thin and im perfect and all that , but still i dont notice it , i feel that what they are saying are all lies . i never felt perfect . i always feel insecure .

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yasmeen : noura yallah shirbay ur coffee wa 5anroo7 inshoof hal mokan ily fe diving .

me : mabee akamla ,,,, a7is fee wayid calories

yasmeen : ohoooo bedaina ma3a salfat il calories ,,,,,, yuba shoofay zag bl calories wa obo il calories , wa drink ur coffe , you only live once *loudvoice*.

me : ambaaaaih yasmeen inshallah mo chitheee , kil man gam iy5izoona al7een .

yasmeen : 5al iy5zoon ,,, la2na jad i cant take it any more ... kil ma giltich iklay itgoolele fee calories wa madre shinu

me : ya3ni shinu tabeene i get more fat ... atleast im being healthy

yasmeen: starving urself dosent mean healthy .... u should atleast register in a diet company . fe hathe sharika ismha '' diet care '' .

me : eeee it9adgeen 3ad i really want to register there .

yasmeen : 5ala9 3ayal min i3yoone il thintain ill take u there 3ashan takleeen zain . 

me : inzain yallah inroo7 diet care .

yasmeen : al7eeen ? mo gilna inshoof hal mokan mal diving ?

me : inroo7 diet care wa ba3dain inroo7 diving

yasmeeen : allah iy9abrene 3alaich.

we quickly stood up and we entered the car . then we drove off to diet care . after several min , we finally arrived there . we got out of the car then we entered the place .  yasmeen and i sat down  , we were waiting for our turn .

me : la2 yasmeen 5ala9 mala da3ee ashtirik .

yasmeen : sim3ay nouroo .... i7na 6ageene 6ireeej i6eerej i6weel bss 3ashanich ,, wa lama yeena ihneee itgooleeen ma2beee . '3a9ban 3alaich ra7 tishtarkain

me : ufff inzain .

boredom stricked me and i ended up staring at the people around us . as i was staring at the people , one person caught my eye and anger filled my heart .

me : that bitch

i said it out loud with confidence . yasmeen shifted her gaze towards me and her expression says it all . she was confused .

 yasmeen : ana il bitch ?
 
 me : la2 shako intay  .

yasmeen : 3ayal minu

me : hathe il zifta ily ihnak

yasmeen looked over saja . if u dont remember saja ,, saja was  hamad's EX . she cheated on him . i have hated her for almost 3 years and my hate towards her just keeps on increasing everyday .

yasmeen : minu saja hathe ?

me : do u remmeber hamad's girlfriend .

yasmeen : hamad ily bl camp

me : eee

yasmeen took about 1 min and then she finally spoke

yasmeen : eeee tithakartha ... hathe ily gilteele 3anha ..  ihya ily 5anat hamad 9a7

me  : eee hathe

yasmeen : ola lal7eeen u remmber her face

me : shlon i dont remember .... hamad kila iywarene 9owarha bl camp

yasmeen : inzain ish3alaina minha .... kaifha 5al itwalee

i kept on staring at her . she was sitting down on the chair filling out a piece of paper .

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so let me describe saja ....... she is tall ..... skinny kuwaiti girl . she has tall ambroe hair .  and she has a perfect body ... like jad im so  jealous of her body .... and lil2asaf i have to admit she is pretty .

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me : abe a3arif shay wa7id ... ishyayeebha diet care jad .

yasmeen : waaaaaay noura ishfeech 3al bint ihya ma sawatlich shay . 5aleeeha

me : ista'3ferllah yasmeen ihya 8athatneee wayid i cant even stand sitting infront of her . shes a bitch .... zifta ....

wa ana kamalt asibha .

yasmeen : bsssss chub ..... sawayteelee 9oda3 .... itha tabeen go and kill her ba3ad a7san 3ashan niftak minich o min gargitich

me : chan zain

i shifted my gaze back to saja and i found her starting at me in a werid way . i gave her a disgusted stare and then she mouthed to me '' 5air , fe mishkila ''

i ignored her . saja then took her paper and she gave it to the  receptionist . and before she left she looked at me and she gave me a disgusted look and she left .

me : zagaaaaaaa wallah la awareeeha minu noura al flani

yasmeen : il7imdillah ra7at il bint ..... lo ihya ga3da ba3ad digeega chan intay gimtay wa 6agaiteeha

me : 9adgeeenee itha hathe ma ta2dibat ra7 iy9eeer hal shay

before yasmeen said a word . the receptionist called out my name . i went and i filled out some papers and then yasmeen and i left the place .


as yasmeen and i were walking towards the car . i was happy to seeeee ..................................................

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CHAPTER 2

All of a sudden I froze in my place . I was surprised to find Hamad smoking . Omg it's like the 1st time I c him smoke + he was against the idea of smoking .

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Hamad is a typical Kuwaiti boy 16 years old . tall and he is chubby and cute . he has the most adorable hazel eyes I have ever seen . he is a good friend . We are so close . He is like a brother to me .

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We kept on staring at each other for about 1 min until Hamad broke the silence and spoke

Hamad : ummmm noura

he threw the cigarette on the floor and then he stepped on it

Me : since when ?

Hamad : I can explain

Me : explain what ? Hamad ur the last person on earth who would smoke .

Hamad : *smirks* since when u cared

Me : do u even know what u are saying

Hamad : yes

Me : Hamad what's wrong .

Hamad : everything is wrong

Me : you know u can tell me anything

Hamad : noura please , stay out of it , it's my life , not yours . You just keep on trying to solve things and the truth is they can't be solved .

Ouchhhhh , that really hurts . tears were forming on the edge of my eyes . Oh no noura don't cry , ur a big girl , I tried convincing myself that , but I couldn't control my tears anymore so they started falling out 1 after the other . I quickly stormed out of the place and I ran back to the cabin . I could hear Hamad screaming ' wait ' . I ignored him and I entered the cabin . I found yasmeen and thari
Talking . As soon as I started sobbing they shifted their eyes towards me and then yasmeen came running and she gave me a rib cracking hug .

Yasmeen : ambaaaaih Noura 7abeebty shfeech ?

she said it in a worried tone .

Me : *sniff* Agoolich ba3dain

Thari : itha mataboone asma3 , Tara agdar a6la3

Yasmeen : Eee tokfa roo7 fikna shwaya .

Thari : afaaa meena !bedal matgoolyin mashkoor thari linik ga3dt ma3ay wa ma5alaytne broo7e .

Yasmeen : waaaay 3ad shda3wa il ga3da ma3ak itwanis

Thari : off ! A3lmich Ana ba3dain .

Then suddenly , someone entered the cabin. I shifted my head up to find Hamad . I quickly whipped away my tears .

Hamad : noura , wain ri7tay Tara wallah ma kan 8a9dy aza3lich

Thari : offff Hamad za3alt noura . Tara ma2r'9a 3aliha .

Hamad : thari chub ! 5al akamil kalame

Hamad : noura please ta3aly Barra shwaya Abe akalmich

Thari : oooohhhhhhhhh

Hamad slapped thari's arm really hard . I wanted to burst out laughing , but then I held my laugh.

thari : a777777 7aywan

Hamad : shaklik

yasmeen : *laughing* intaw film

Hamad : inzain noura Yallah ta3aly Barra Abe akalmich ishwaya

Me : inZain

I walked passed Taiba and thari then I left the cabin . I crossed my arms .

Hamad : noura adre inich im3a9ba mine bss Tara I don't smoke always , it's only when I get mad .

Me : 7asbalik hatha shay zain u smoke , Tara wallah it's not good for ur health .

Hamad : inzain shasawe goolely .. Ana lama a3a9ib smoking iyhadene ishwaya

Me : a9lan laish Kint im3a9ib

Hamad : umm ... t3arfeen saja , ily giltlich 3anha

Me : eeee
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Saja is hamad's girlfriend ! They have been dating for 6 months .

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Hamad : dagait 3alaiha

Me : inzain shi9ar ?

Hamad : 5al Agoolich shi9ar
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CONVERSATION BETWEEN HAMAD AND SAJA !

Hamad : alooo

:: : alooo

The voice wasent familiar to me and it was deep . I'm sure it is a guy .

Hamad : minu

::: 7aywan

Hamad : a'97aaak ! Agool 5ali9nee wa gool minu

: intay shtabee dag 3ala 7abeebty

Me : na3am ? 7abeebtik ! Agool 6eer


: *screaming* saaaajaaaaa


He hung up
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me : that b*tch wallah Kint Adree inha chithee

Hamad : a555 ya noura low tadreen ishkithir Kint a7ibha

Me : I'm sorry Hamad . I should have warned u about her .

Hamad : 5ala9 7a9al 5air .

Me : inshallah Allah yarzigik ib wa7da a7san min saja

Hamad : Ameen

Hamad maskeeen kisar 5a6reee . Jad that b*tch tore his heart into pieces . he deserves better than this . I wanted to cheer Hamad up .

me : Hamad I want u to promise me something

Hamad : awal shay goolay shino ba3dain ashoof

Me : that u will stop smoking

Hamad : ummm ..... Noura

Me : pweeez *puppy eyes*

Hamad : noroo la6al3een chithe

Me : hamad *puppy eyes*

Hamad : 5ala9 inzain bss Lazim itkooneen imsam7atne awal

Me : Ana already imsam7tik

Hamad came closer and then he gave me a warm hug

CHAPTER 1

SUMMER 2010 ( 3 YEARS AGO )

Location : summer camp for fat people . ( k - town )

it was a cold night , all the campers were gathered around the camp fire , each one of us would get a turn to read out a scary story. I was siting beside my best friend '' yasmeen '' .

yasmeen : noura goomay 5anroo7 la2na Jad ma2gdar asma3 more scary stories

Me : la2 please yasmeen let's sit and listen to the rest of the stories

Yasmeen : noura

She gave me her adorable puppy eyes . I hate when she does that . Because she knows that I fall for them always.

Me : fine

Yasmeen side hugged me and said

Yasmeen : thank u

So let me tell u more about us
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My name is noura 16 year old , I'm a typical Kuwaiti girl . Long hair , average height . I love life and my friends I can't live without them . They are like the air I breathe . There is 1 thing that I hate the most about myself and it is my body . I'm fat like really fat . I tried losing weight but I failed . I jus couldn't stop eating . Food was my life , food was everything I could ever think off and it was the best thing I did which is 'eat ' . But then I looked at myself in the mirror and I saw myself ugly and unwanted . I used cry everyday because of my body . I was insecure . Thanks to my parents they signed me up in this camp for fat people . This camp helps people lose weigh and gives them a better side of life

Yasmeen is my best friend . 16 year old she is short and is fat and insecure like me , I would always tell her that she's pretty , but she would deny it . She has long hair + she has the most amazing dimple on the right of her cheeck . Yasmeen is crazy , she would do anything u tell her to do . And besides that she's my close friend or u can say my sister . I love her to death . She never fails to turn my frown upside down

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We stood up and as we were walking towards our cabin we heard a sound and then yasmeen jumped on me .

Yasmeen : *screaming*

Me : shhhhhh

Yasmeen : did u hear that sound

Me : Eee sima3ta

Yasmeen : there is someone inside

Me : 5andish

Yasmeen : la2 ma2bee intay roo7ay ibroo7ich

Me : wai3 kaifech , gi3day ibroo7ich

The truth is I don't want to go in alone because I get scared easily so I decided to trick yasmeen into going with me .

Me : yasmeen Tara sima3t Ina if u sit alone at night the ghosts will haunt u forever

Yasmeen : ishdarach ?

Me : why would we hear a sound in the middle of the night that only means they are mad

Yasmeen : norooo ga3da it5ar3ene

Me : la2 o ba3ad

Yasmeen placed her index fingers into her ears and says

Yasmeen : nananananananna mo ga3da asmi3ich

Me : ok bye

as I was opening the door I felt someone wrap their hands around my back I turned around to find yasmeen .

Yasmeen : don't leave me alone

I giggled in a low voice

I opened the door then I opened the lights . All of a sudden someone screamed
.. : boooooooooo

Yasmeen and I : *screaming*

I place my Hand on my heart .

Me : thari 7Aywaaaaan

Thari : *laughing*

Yasmeen : kalb thari may'9a7ik

Thari : shda3wa meena haday

Yasmeen : meena ib3ainik !

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Let me describe thari

Thari has short dark brown hair is he is tall and chubby , like really chubby . Thari has an amazing personality , he is fun to be around and he is a good friend .

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*phone vibrates *

Mom calling .

Me : oh ome ga3da itdig 3alay

I plugged in my headphone then I went out of the cabin , and I started walking . I dialed in my mom s number and it started ringing . as I was waiting for my mom to answer .


All of a sudden I froze in my place . I was surprised to find ..............

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